I've been giving a lot of thought to "THE" plan lately. You know, the one where we come here to get a body and all that stuff. It hasn't made sense to me for a while now. Like none of it, at all. So,I think it's time to go back to the beginning. That's right-it's Bible time. I need to know and understand that book of God like no other. Even Isaiah!
I don't know if I'm scared not "knowing" as much as just feeling lost and kinda bummed. It just doesn't work for me like it used to. Realizing that you really are on your own solo journey with only God and His Son, as well as the Holy Spirit.....it's just something I've never had to think about, and leaves me feeling lonely.I was taught to believe in family but now I know that it is just a fairy tale. I am an individual and my salvation does not rest on anyone but me and thankfully my Savior, Jesus Christ. I don't know why the last several months have put me here but I believe there is an answer out there somewhere. Now just if I can find it.......................
Oh and by the way-----mean, selfish, fake people SUCK
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